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I fell ill in the early part of Jan. I was ill for several days
before the onset of the illness, and getting worse by the moment.
I was resting on the couch as I did not feel well, one of the
plant lights came on, and I wanted to turn it off. I got up
to do so, and I noticed that my right side was going limp, but
still not completely gone. Then when I got to the light, I found
that I could not turn it off. It was as if I could not figure
it out. The options of pulling the plug, hitting the switch,
or unscrewing the bulb did not even occur to me. I knew then
that something was very, very wrong with me. I also noticed,
as I spoke aloud that I was quickly losing my ability to speak,
and what I did say, was gibberish, the words I spoke did not
make any sense at all.
I slept through the night, my wife deciding to let me stay on the couch. I slept
into the next day, and she wondered what was wrong with me.
She decided that it would be best to take me to the hospital,
which she did. At the hospital the real nightmare began. The
condition was rapidly getting worse and I was beginning to lose
consciousness. I went through two MRI's then the lights went
out as I went into a coma.
A very strange thing happened at that point. I saw a number of very strange things.
I could see my brain being "worked" on by someone with medical tools. What
did I have? ADEM (Acute Disseminating Encypalo-Mylitus). Or more specifically,
a form of brainstem encephalitis. No one knows what causes it, and there
is no cure. It just happens and very, very few survive retaining all of
their functions.
My prognosis did not look good. (In fact, I think that I am among the oldest survivors.)
I survived it, coming out of the coma after 5 days. My right
side was gone, could not use it. And my left-brain was in limbo,
not able to comprehend where I was. It did not look good. But
I tried to grasp where I was, and it soon became evident that
I was in a hospital, with nurses around me. My right side was
limp and gone, and I knew that this was the reason. As I probed
my thought processes things began to come back. But I could
not talk until 15 days after, and only in very broken sentences.
Eventually, my linguistic skills are very good, but my math,
and other math related skills are pretty much gone. And my right
side is back, but it feels somewhat strange as at times it does
not feel like it belongs to me.
I also found that the doctors had cut a 5.5-inch slit in my head to get a portion
of my brain for analysis. I suspect that much of my problems
might be due to this, but under the conditions that I was in,
the doctors had no choice. They had to know, but nothing was
found, which they said is typical of ADEM, or brainstem encephalitis.
They never identified what I had, but the MRI indicated lesions
in my brainstem.
Where am I now? I am coming back. Not fully here, but coming. I am a different
person now, seeing things differently. It takes something like
this to really change a person's perspective.
Brainstem Encephalitis is also referred to as Bickerstaff-Cloake Encephalitis.
It is usually characterized by subacute (days to several weeks) development
in adolescents and young adults of brain stem dysfunction, including ophthalamoplegia
(can't move eyes). Facial palsies, sensory loss, dysarthria (can't speak
right), deafness, and ataxia, and is associated with mild fever and an increased
white count in the CNS. This entity may represent a mixture of true viral
infections, post infectious syndromes, and the initial manifestations of
multiple sclerosis.
Steve
Flagstaff, AZ U.S.A.

Posted: April 7, 2003
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